Hey Glow!

Well? Is he hot now? *snort*



Who says I don't do any real work? :D

My new crush

Ah! Finally! You have no idea how many times I tried to post a picture on this stoopid thing. :)

Anyhow, I fell in love with Zach Braff this past weekend when I watched the movie he wrote/directed/starred in- Garden State. Great movie, I've watched it 3 times and I can't bring myself to send it back to Netflix yet. I don't know why the movie affected me so much, but it did. It was funny and touching. Great soundtrack, which I plan to buy along with the movie, when I get some money. So, immediately after watching it, of course I had to google Zach. Heh- that sounds a little naughty *snort* I found this...

http://www2.foxsearchlight.com/gardenstate/blog/

He writes a blog! Isn't that just so cute for a quasi-famous actor to actually talk to his fans like that? I think so. And? he is hilariously funny. If you read nothing else, you must go to his December post where he talks about his new years resolutions. I laughed so hard I was crying. (Shut up Carey :P) It was the major thing that kept my spirits up somewhat yesterday.

So there you have it. I am switching from watching That 70's Show to watching Scrubs. I actually did watch the first season of Scrubs, but then I quit. Time to take it up again. *grin*

I just watched his Punk'd scene on mtv.com. I was laughing and grinning like a fool the whole time. He drops the f-bomb like 20 times and threatens to beat up a kid. *snort* We were made for each other. *doofus grin*

And if there was any doubt in your mind after reading this, yes- I am a pathetic loser. :D

The hits keep on rollin'...

I’ve had an almost constant headache since Friday. I thought it would get better once the shower was over, but apparently not. It was pretty bad this morning, and then it magnified tenfold when I pulled in the parking lot to see John the Annoying Salesman here. I know I’ve ranted to Carey and Glow about him before, so I won’t get into that. Let’s just say that this man irritates me like no other person on earth. I can’t stand him and he gives me a headache even when I don’t already have one.

Then, my mom informs me that she will be taking off today from 11-3 to take my aunt to the airport. Geez, I didn’t realize it took 4 hours to drop someone off at the airport. I hate being here by myself, especially when I am feeling like this. And if John is still here, I might just have a total breakdown. Oh well, at least once everyone is gone I can cry without having to hide it.

On a somewhat happier note, I have a new crush. Topher has been replaced. More to come later…

It's baaaack

Yeah, so remember like a month or two ago when I was so depressed that I didn't feel like talking and even if I did I had nothing to say and I was just pathetic and miserable? Well, it's back. I was so depressed this morning that I couldn't get out of bed and I had to call off work. So, I guess don't expect to see me around for awhile. Nothing personal.

And for anyone who was wondering or who cared, the shower was eh. It fucking rained and snowed and it was miserable. The shower itself was incredibly boring. Some people pissed me off (namely my cousin who actually turned up her nose and made a face at the food we had and said "I guess I'll just be eating fruit". And no, she's not 11- we're talking about a 30-something year old woman. Fucking immature cunt.)

Hopefully I won't be down for a long time. Maybe it's just weather related. It's fucking miserable and snowy and cold here. *shrug*

I'm going back to bed now.

Umm, remind me

never to sleep at my mom's house again. Ugh. I went over there yesterday after work so that we could work on some stuff for the shower. We were working pretty late and I just didn't feel like driving home and I had brought my laundry, so I had clean clothes for today, so I decided to stay the night. *rolls eyes* First of all, the woman is nuts with her alarms. She has a wake up call at 6am, and then her alarm clock goes off at 6:15 and she doesn't turn it off until I say "Will you turn that OFF?!" So I drift back to sleep, only to be awakened again by the phone ringing at 7am. And then the alarm at 7:15, and again with the alarm at 7:30. And she doesn't turn them off! She just lets it buzz over and over and over and over. AND OVER. So basically, I was up at 6am today when I didn't need to get up until 7:30ish. (I'd also like to point out that she took today off, so those other alarms were all completely unnecessary) So then, I hop in the shower. I wash my hair, use some weird face wash, condition my hair and it's time to wash my body. There's no bar soap. Ok, hows about some body wash? I spy one bottle... empty. A second bottle... empty. A third bottle... EMPTY!! Why the fuck would she keep 3 BOTTLES of empty body wash in her shower?? So, I'm not feeling very clean today, as there was nothing to clean with. My hair is all stringy and gross from her shampoo. Don't even get me started on her selection of make-up. *rolls eyes* I can't believe I lived there for 22 years. Sheesh!

Shopping

Have I ever mentioned how much I loathe shopping? I'm sure I have. I loathe spending money even more. However, the bridal shower is on Saturday and I needed something to wear and I thought I would try to be girly for once. Last night I bought 2 tops, a pair of sandals and.... wait for it.... 2 SKIRTS!! Now, I can count the number of times I have worn a skirt in my life on 1 hand and I can count the number of skirts I owned on 1 finger, but last night I went for it. And? they are so cute. I'm actually looking forward to wearing them. I really love the one outfit (a jean skirt with a little flare at the bottom and a green/blue striped top) and I really want to wear it to the shower, but my sister is upset because the shirt is very similar to the outfit she has chosen for the shower. *sigh* So I have to wear the other one, which is very cute too (a khaki skirt with a pretty coral/red flower design along the side and a coral twin set) to make my sister happy. *gag* *pout* It's not very often that I feel cute in an outfit, so I'm pretty bummed that I won't be able to wear it, but that's ok. I will get to wear the cool outfit to the rehearsal dinner. I might wear the jean skirt and the twin set to the shower. That way I can have a little of the outfit I like and a little of the other one. I wish I could show you all pictures. I must love these outfits, because I don't even really regret the $140 I spent. I probably will once I get the credit card bills. *grin*

I hate to say it

but I told you so!!!! No one believed me when I said that my dress wouldn't fit and it would be a disaster and I would cry. Well, I was right, so neener neener. In one way it was better than I was expecting, and in another way it was worse. I was convinced that my dress wouldn't even zip up, but it does. It's just extremely tight. The top moreso than the skirt. That's the semi-good part. The bad part that I wasn't even expecting it that the top is much lower in the back than I thought. This is going to make finding a bra almost impossible. A strapless bra, nonetheless. For an overweight girl with D cups. *sigh* At one point yesterday I asked my sister if it was too late to say I don't want to be a bridesmaid. She thought I was kidding.

So, will this finally be the thing that makes me get off my ass and start working out? I really hope so. I am sick of being a lazy procrastinator. I have about 3-4 weeks before we have to start our alterations. Maybe I lost a pound or two yesterday putting on and taking off various body shapers about 8 times. Goddamn those things are a bitch! Oh yeah, that's the other thing, the body shaper that I bought isn't going to work out. I hope I can still return it. *sigh*

I did buy a pair of shoes, but I'm not sure if I'll keep them. I'll have to wear them around my house and see how they work out. If I can figure out how to post a pic on this thing, I will update later.

Overall, a terrible experience, just like I predicted. *sigh*

Dreams

So, I had a dream last night that I posted a pic here on my blog of a guy who looked similar to the FEG so you could all see what I'm swooning over. (Of course the picture in my dream looked nothing like him LOL) So Carey posted a comment saying "Oh he is cute! I can see why you like him, blah blah blah." and then Glowie posted a comment saying "OMG, he is nasty. You have some weird taste in men. I thought you said he was cuter than Topher Grace!" Then Carey posted a comment yelling at Glow for being mean, and Glow told Carey to fuck off. This went on for a while- them posting comments and fighting with each other. Carey kept giving Glow 'thumbs down' and she would post little icons of thumbs down and everything. LOL. So then I was going to post a comment telling them to stop fighting, that I appreciate Carebear sticking up for me, but that I also appreciate Glowie being honest about what she thought. So, I clicked on 'Post A Comment' and it said "You may not post a comment until Oprah returns." WTF? Huh? Oprah? I have no idea where that came from. Then my alarm clock went off. Heh. It was a weird dream.

On another note, the bridesmaid dresses have come in and we are probably going to pick them up on Monday. I.Am.Skeered. :(

!@#$%^&*

I don't know what the fuck I was thinking when I agreed to work with my mother. She's driving me fucking insane. Today? I swear I could just smack her. And it's not enough that she annoys me for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, she has to call me on the fucking weekends too! To talk about nothing! If this job didn't pay so well and allow me to spend a good portion of my day emailing my friends, I would have soooo been out of here 2 fucking years ago.

I think my head is going to explode.