TMI anyone?

I think that Frosted Cheerios give me The Squirts. And the first poo? smelled exactly like Frosted Cheerios. It was very odd, and really grossed me out. I'm thinking of having Taco Hell for lunch, which may not be the best idea, given my current intestinal condition.

In other news, only 2 days before I go to Pittsburgh! *excited shiver*

*heart breaks*

Waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! *sobs*

So, you know how I'm in love with our FedEx delivery guy? *sniff* Well, he just came in and was chatting with my mom. *sniff* And they were talking about how much snow we were supposed to be getting tomorrow. *sniff* And he said "We have to go out to Mentor tomorrow. We have to places we have to go to."

We? We? WE?!?!

*throws self to floor and sobs*

I don't like today. *sniff*

Erm, not exactly...

So, I put in a request for a winter siggie, it read as follows:

I humbly request a winter siggie. I'd like it to represent what winter, snow and ice mean to me... falling on my butt. *grin* If I could have a little animated thing with someone walking and slipping on some ice, that would be great! It would bring smile to those all around, because really, what's funnier than watching someone fall down over and over again?

And this is what I got:



Am I a complete and total bitch for looking at this and going, "No thanks!" Ice skaters falling down is not funny. Ok, it is a little bit funny, but it's so not what I had in mind. And I really do appreciate the sig makers. It's so generous of them to give up their time to make things for us, but... I just don't like it. *sigh* I feel awful. I haven't even said thank you yet. Blah! I'm a bitch!!
(or maybe it's just 'cause I don't like Cygnus. *snort*)

Just.Beautiful.

I've watched my Glowie's wedding 4 times now. It was so wonderful. Each time it gets better. The first time? I was grinning like a fool, watching intently, tearing up a bit and trying to keep up with the chat session. Thanks and smooches to Arkie, Iggy, PM, Seana, Nookie, Breezy, Carey, and MM for joining in. It was such fun! We were all flipping out at first because the page wasn't loading and we didn't know if maybe the wedding was just late, or if it wasn't working. I was about to cry, thinking I wouldn't get to see it live. Then, all of a sudden we could all see it. We talked about how beautiful Glow looked (just.gorgeous. The dress, the hair, the makeup. It was all perfect.) and how handsome Shawn was. We laughed, we cried, we drank champagne. Ok, well I was the only one drinking champagne, but I shared virtually. Buggy showed up late, but by that time, it had been archived, so those of us still in the chat watched it again while Buggy viewed for the first time. More discussion of the beautiful and glowing Glow, and how wonderful it all was. Jkokoj and Puffy also came late and watched the archive. I finished off my bottle of champagne. It was a fabulous time.
After everyone had left the chat session, I watched the archive again. Twice. I can't stop smiling, it was so great. The way that Shawn was smiling while saying his vows, and how Glow giggled at him, I think that is my favorite part. Or maybe my favorite part is when he asked what Glow's last name was, and she looked shocked for a moment and then said Gallagher! That was so cute. And she waved at us! Yay!

I wish all the love and happiness in the world to Gloria and Shawn. Thank you for letting us all share in your special day. I only wish I could've been there in person to give you both enormous hugs and kisses. But that will happen in 2 weeks at the reception. *jumps up and down*

Glow, I love you so much and am so happy that you have become such an important part of my life. I am overjoyed at the thought of you and Shawn being together for the rest of your lives. I love you, my sweet Glowie. *wipes away tears*

Hate filled

I am just absolutely filled with hate today. You know that fuckingfuckerheadfuck down there? Well, they've got some company today. There are about 3 people who I could just scream and yell and rant at. And if you know me, you know I am not the type to yell at people. I'm a doormat. Doormats don't yell. But I'm just so angry. At people on a computer!! This is ridiculous. I really need to stay away from the boards and blogs. I need a drink. And a cigarette. And a hug. I'm so angry that I'm about to cry. I wish I could get it out. I can't.

(Sorry guys, but don't even bother asking who these people are. I'd love to share and rant and get out some anger, but I'm also worried about them finding out. I don't want these people to know that I hate them. I like to hate from afar. Heh. And I also still maintain that some of these people are your friends. Or at least acquaintances.)

ETA- And of course I hate Rudy (don't we all?) so make that 4 people.

fuckingfuckerfuckhead

There is a person from OT that I am beginning to despise more and more every day. I can barely even stand them anymore. And the sad thing? they used to be a pretty cool person. I don't know what the fuck happened to turn them into such a self-righteous, argumentative piece of crap. I really wish I could go into a huge rant about them here, but I can't because some of you who read this might be friends with this person. *sigh* I hate being pissed off. It gives me a headache.

Um. Oops.

I didn't really mean to change my template. I just wanted to see what it looked like. *sigh*

lost in the woods

Tonight I'm freaking out again
Tonight I'm thinking so low
All I wanted was a friend
All I have got is no one
Tonight I'll sleep alone
I won't sleep at all
My heart isn't alive

Right now I'm sinking further down
Right now I'm breaking inside

My heart ripped from my chest
Too late? I hope not for this
My heart isn't alive

30 Seconds to Mars, baby!

See that ticket? Jared Leto touched it. And signed it. The wristband, too. *squeal*
All the bandmembers use those little symbols to sign things instead of writing out their names. Which is cool, but I wish Jared had signed his name. It had never even occurred to me that we would be able to meet them and have them sign stuff, but they went into the back of the club as soon as their set was done and had their merchandise for sale and were signing stuff. Glowie and I? were right at the front of the table, right in front of Jared! A fucking foot away from Jared Leto! Ahhhh! It turned into like a mob scene, people yelling and pushing, but we were able to stand there in front of him for like 5 minutes. Even though he had on scary kabuki makeup and his black eye-makeup was running all over his face, he was still gorgeous. Whenever you handed him something to sign, he would say "Thank you." Which was weird, because why is he thanking you for giving him something to sign, but it was also so cute. We hung around that table for quite some time. Heh. After we had our wristbands signed, we moved to the back of the crowd to let others up front, and we just stood in the back and watched him. Then, after the crowd had cleared out a bit, we moved closer again and I had him sign my ticket and I told Glowie to go shake his hand, which she did!! I'm bummed I didn't get to touch him, but it was still awesome.

The concert itself was good. The opening band (Halestorm) had this female singer with an amazing voice. She could really belt out some notes!
Then, after a fucking eternity, Jared took the stage. *sigh* He was wearing all white. During the second song, he went through the crowd and climbed up onto the VIP balcony, called some people over to catch him, and dove off the balcony! It was so effing cool. Then he crowd surfed back up to the stage. If only we had been in the middle instead of to the right we could've touched his ass. Or his dick. *grin* We didn't get as close to the stage as I had hoped, but we were still pretty close. It's standing room only, so it's hard to say how many "rows" back we were, but I would guess we were about 8 rows of people back. Damn tall people kept blocking my view, but I had a pretty good view of him most of the time. He came up and stood on our side a lot. He kept saying how much he loves Cleveland and how we're the best fans. Yeah, I know he says that everywhere, but it was nice to hear. And I believed him. He said something like "Obviously we fucking love Cleveland, seeing as how we've been here 4 times in the past 6 months." :) Heh. I didn't know they had been here that much. I only knew of one other time recently. He talked to the crowd a lot, which I love (even though he kept calling us mother fuckers. *snort* "I love you mother fuckers!") And it was so cute, a couple of times he would say "Is it ok if we play an old song now?" Awww. How sweet of him to check with us first, right? So cute. I think this is how their set list went. We couldn't remember last night. Heh.

1. A Beautiful Lie
2. Buddha for Mary (with balcony dive)
3. Capricorn
4. The Kill
5. Edge of the Earth
6. Battle of One
7. Attack

Attack and The Kill are my favorite songs, so I'm very happy that they played those. I wish they would've played more than 7 songs. I wish they would've played The Fantasy. But his balcony dive took up a lot of time, and they had technical difficulties at one point, so that took up some of their time too, I guess. *pout* It was great though.

We didn't hardly even see the main act, Seether, because we were still in the back of the club, sitting on a step by the table, hoping that Jared would come back. LOL. It was all good though. I was so hot and sweaty and it was nice and cool back there and you could still hear the music.

Once we found out that Jared had indeed left the building for good, we left. Apparently they went bowling after the show. *snort* If I would've had any fucking clue where they might have gone, I would've tried to find them. But I don't know of any bowling alleys in downtown Cleveland, and there are only about a million suburbs that they could have gone to. *shrug* So, we came back to my house, got drunk and stoned and watch Requiem for a Dream (fucking fantastic movie. If you haven't seen it, go get it. Now.) and half of Donnie Darko (starring my boyfriend, Jake).

Ok, this post is pretty long. I'll probably be adding stuff to it as I remember other things that he did. *grin*

Glowie! I love you! I'm so glad you had a good time! Thanks for not passing out and embarrassing me. *smirk* *big smooches*